What Do We Do Now...

Now that the smoke has began to dissipate and everything seems to be coming back in focus...once again it's clear
After all of the bad feelings and word's not worthy of repeating...i still long to have you near

An incredible sense of understanding must take the place of all that has said and done
I never felt as if i was hurting you intentionally ..I've always considered you my Number One

We spoke today and even thru a message ..it seemed as if we can rediscover our light
We were laughing together and shared a message of a love still present...the way we felt ..when it was love at first sight

I sense something blooming again ..like beautiful flowers in the spring
It isn't sunshine that is making our chemistry flow...i believe that we simply have that thing

Amazingly we still communicate and are able to have a common thing to love ..we will persevere somehow
We have agreed that the last nine months were devastating...but it's encouraging that we both are asking...What Do WE Do Now...

My Reflection...

I'm Standing in The Mirror 
I don't really know what I am searching for inside
I guess that I am searching for the image of the man ..that you have created in your mind


If he does exist and I am sure that he doesn't exist in a form that I can see
I will wait for him to appear before me and then I will ask for him to leave us be


Something is lurking in the Darkness and is haunting our love from an evil place
The Beast within this Cold ,Dark World...I will challenge and  destroy it face to face


I will not give up nor will I ever hide from My Destiny
Usted Me Completa...Yes I said that you complete me


Forgiveness is a tool seldom used in this day and age
People simply ..run from signs and what's familiar or are annihilated by their Rage


I'm still standing here and still nothing to report or to confront
I turned off the light as not to scare it away...you'll say I see ...i'll say that I don't


I was thinking backwards as I have been here waiting to catch this person in the act 
I thought about the decisions we made and how I somehow failed to see a simple fact


Maybe my life isn't equipped to carry another person as I attempt to rise
I am reflecting now and I have clear understanding...it's right here before my eyes


The person that you see will never appear to me ..because I have never been that type of  man
My Life Is not Perfect...but I will fight to improve and evolve...My Reflection on us is still positive and when you are ready...you are still in my Plans

I Will Be Your Fool...

I am always and forever in love with you

Everything about you...Enhances me..Enables me...This is very True

If falling in love makes you do foolish things...Then it's a condition in which i am Cool

Because i would spend the rest of my Life in Love with you...and Proudly I Will Be Your Fool

She Is ...

A bright light at the end of a dark tunnel of uncertainty and strife
A beautiful reminder of a love that once and could once more define a life

An angel with eyes that are so big ..they are illuminating like stars in the sky
A Treasure beyond compare..so beautiful ...so precious...already the Apple of my eye

I cried when i laid eyes on you...yet it was an image..not the real thing
Even from a distance...I can't begin to resist you...you make my heart sing

So special to me in every way imaginable and impossible to ignore
My Princess , My Heart, My reason to always do more

I will hold you in my arms one day soon and i will never release you from my embrace
She Is the manifestation of a love so magnificent and incredible...She Is The One ...I could never Replace

One Last Kiss Goodbye...

I am very surprised by our Present...but our Past i consider a gift
We were a love defined by purpose...now our hearts have been set adrift

We are floating down a River of emotion...into a Ocean of Despair
Uncertain of our future...unsure if we really had a life to share

I still dream of our first night together and how strong my love was for you
Now i wonder if there was a bit of false exhilaration and a fascination clouding my view

That isn't true from above ...because i am still feeling as if my life is empty without your touch
I have never in my existence..wanted to share my life with a woman so much

A woman like you ...comes along just once in a lifetime
And to hold on to a woman like you...takes a toll on a Man's Mind

Everyday shouldn't be a fight till the Finish ...however a fight for our love is a battle worth winning
Each moment should be a confirmation of  hearts desire ...each day a new beginning

Well i don't want to make it seem i am perfect and did nothing to make you Cry

I am writing you and i hope that you can see that i'm sincere...i wanted to ask you for One Last Kiss Goodbye

I Won't Forget To...

It's amazing how i feel for you...and i've barely known you for a week
I desire to be the one for you ,but these words i dare not speak
The more i imagine lying close to you...the warmer i feel inside
I try to hold my self together..but i struggle with feelings to strong to hide

Now i know what you told me ..and i will keep that in mind forever
I will always do what you ask of me and i won't forget it ever
I long to make love to you each night and day ...you give in to my wanting touch

I know that this night is mine and we a lifetime to be with each other like this...so as i promised you from the beginning...I Won't Forget To sometimes just Fuck

You Can Believe In Me...

I've been inspired by magnificence and hypnotized by your elegance

I've evolved my perception on love...i'm no longer consumed by my past..i'm willing to take another chance

My eyes have been opened and My Heart is prepared to receive

A love so extraordinary in way that before i would  never Believe

The sunshine is Brighter and The Moon seems to always be full of appeal

The stars has an extra glow  and The breeze has a gentle feel

The anticipation is overwhelming...but the wait is almost over

I'm apprehensive and nervous , but i'm overjoyed with the love i've discovered

My heartbeat is rapid ...my feet won't stand still
This feeling is scary but amazing...i'm realizing Happiness and i love the way it feels
Now i'd like to give thanks to The Most High above...for blessing me with an Angel from Heaven above
For the first time in my life ..I'm sure about it ..You Can Believe In Me...i am finally in Love

Te Quiero (I Love You)....

How can you accuse me of pretending to love 
when everything i live, breath ,and desire i have found in you 

you are my lifelong search...the one that i've always dreamed of
at this time you may not believe me ...but it's true

i am crushed by the fact that you don't see me for who i am
and the way you judge me based on illogical facts

the way you see our love as a game i've been playing...some kind of silly scam
even if you saw me for who i truly am ...at this point ...i couldn't come back

i may not have every answer that you need ...but that's because you haven't asked me every question
i wanted to give you each and every ounce of my being

we had more than you think we did and i felt like we had a beautiful evolution
but you have made your choice and i can't judge you for that ...just know that i will love you for as long as i'm breathing...

My Love For You...

The Most Amazing Thing Has Happened To Me On This Journey Into Your Heart
I've Learned Of A New Meaning ...To The Word Love
I Have Seen The Most Incredible Evolution In Me ...It Can Only Be Death Till Us Part
I've Never Considered, What It Would Mean To Have A Wife And Friend Like You...You Are A Gift From Above

I Slowly Transition Into A Man That Is Ready For Any Level Of Commitment And Dedication
You Have Shown Me the Difference Between...The Good And The Bad
The Thought Of Waking Up Next To You For All Of  My Days ...Gives Me The Greatest Sensation
I Want To Spend The Length Of This Line ...Saying That You are The Best Woman I've Ever Had

Now That You Know Exactly How I Feel...And You Understand The Contents Of  My Heart
You Should Understand That There Be Another In The Place Of You Nor Above...This Is True
I Should Have Told You All Of This From The Beginning..The Very Start

I Want To Spend My Life...Expressing My Love For You...

THIS IS HOW I FEEL...

I REMEMBER THE FIRST DAY OF MY LIFE, IT WAS A VERY WONDERFUL AND GLORIOUS DAY
I WAS INTRODUCED TO THIS LIFE BY AN ANGEL ,WHO ELSE WAS BORN IN THIS WAY

THE TEARS WERE STREAMING DOWN MY FACE AS I CRIED AND FOUGHT TO BREATHE
I TOOK A DEEP BREATH AND OPENED MY HEART ,TO ACCEPT WHAT I WAS ORDAINED TO RECIEVE

I WAS HELPLESS AND DEPENDENT I COULDN'T WALK AND COULDN'T SPEAK
I HELD YOUR HANDS AS YOU GUIDED ME ,I WANT TO BE STRONGER AND NOT WEAK

I WOKE UP ONE MORNING AND I LOOKED AROUND FOR YOU, I REACHED OUT AND YOU WEREN'T THERE
I WASN'T READY TO BE ALONE JUST YET I HAD MORE MOMENTS THAT I WANTED TO SHARE

THEN CAME THESE EMOTIONS THAT WERE BURIED SO DEEP INSIDE

I FELT OVERJOYED WHEN YOU WALKED IN THE ROOM ,I WAS HAPPY BUT YET I STILL CRIED

I KISSED YOU EACH AND EVERY DAY AND HAD TO HOLD YOU WHENEVER I HAD A CHANCE

ALL THOSE FEELINGS THAT I MENTIONED EARLIER ,THEY HAD GROWN, SOMEHOW THEY'VE ENHANCED

I WAS BECOMING STEADY NOW  , MY HEAD HIGH, WALKING TALL AND STRONG

YET WHEN I BEGAN TO MOVE FORWARD , I GRABBED YOUR HAND , DIDN'T WANT TO BE ALONE

I AM NOW GROWING OLDER IN THIS LIFE AND I AM EATING AND DRINKING ON MY OWN

NOW I SEE YOU IN A DIFFERENT LIGHT, THOSE THINGS I'D DONE BEFORE , WERE NOT ALL THAT IS TO BE SHOWN

I AM NOW MORE AND MORE DESIRING TO BE IN YOUR PRESENCE BOTH NIGHT AND DAY
IF THAT'S NOT POSSIBLE, BECAUSE OF THE WAY WE LIVE NOW ,THEN I WILL SACRIFICE TO MAKE A WAY

I WILL NEVER FORGET HOW YOU NURTURED ME AND SHOWED ME UNCONDITIONAL LOVE TO GET ME THRU
YOU TAUGHT ME HOW TO MAKE LOVE, A MANDATORY THING AND NOT AN EXCEPTION TO THE RULE

NOW ITS GRADUATION DAY AND OUR LIVES WILL NEVER BE THE SAME,FOR THIS I THANK GOD ABOVE

I CAN'T WAIT TO SAY I DO TO YOU, AS TODAY'S OUR WEDDING DAY... I AM FINALLY TRULY IN LOVE

BEAUTIFUL WOMAN....

You are truly Beautiful and Beautiful you are...
You have a beauty inside and out...Despite any exterior and interior scar...
You are Intelligent beyond any normal range...
You have an insight and perspective...to some that may feel strange...
Your Optimism in the face of such perilous times...
Is appealing and sexy,which could alter a mind...
You Meditate too stay whole with your spiritual self...
You Dance around so gracefully,which can steal a man's breath...
A Natural lovliness that can conjure a grin...
Men love the way your Kinky-Hair looks next to your brown skin...
You are a Peaceful and Shapely Goddess...who is Conscious of the real world...
You are Passionate and Creative,a true Woman,who long since stopped being a little girl....

Take Your Time..

The Difference between a moment lost and a Moment remembered is based upon the approach

If  you value the love of a woman...never destroy your bond with her ..thru words you once spoke

Choose the way you speak to your lady... as if you are choosing a bottle of fine wine

You must be sure that the flavor that your presence leaves behind...Is stored in her heart and labeled as sublime

The kisses that she receives from you must be sweet and set her soul on fire ...

your energy should have a lingering affect...it should incline  her to  thirst, hunger ,and Desire

The only thing that can quench her body,heart and mind...is you and the way you've touched her soul

She should hang onto your conversations ...as if your voice produces gold

Never misunderstand your woman's passion by mistaking it for anger or malcontent..

Talk to her ..listen to her..nurture her mind with love and tenderness that could only be Heaven Sent

I know that when you see her you have thoughts and urges in your heart and mind

Never rush perfection and and never allow your erection..to force you to forget to Take Your Time...

A Thin Line Between You And Me...

Why have you grown to Hate me ...is it because you believe that i don't care

You have a Persona of me that you have manifested in your  head and it's not accurate nor fair

I have made mistakes and when you look closer at yourself ...you will recognize the same

I am not out to break a heart ...i'm man enough to know that Love is not a Game

My life has not been the best and it isn't conducive to our situation

You are falling out of love with me ...after spending  months ...carrying our creation

My mind hasn't changed about you ..despite the words of resentment aimed my way

I know that a woman feeling betrayed and scorned ...would choose these words to say

I am not convinced that our love is over and headed for an ending ...not imagined by you nor me

But if the strain of loving me has driven you to hating me...then maybe we were never meant to be

I remember when i first met you and we were overwhelmed by the sensation of love ..pure Fantasy

Now that time has passed and Our situation has seemed to change ...Negativity has become...

A THIN LINE BETWEEN YOU AND ME... 

When Somebody Loves You Back...

Yesterday i saw the moon...before i met you... it meant darkness has fallen

This morning i saw the sun... just yesterday it meant that another day was calling

That bird singing on my ledge..was actually singing a song

My smile was permanent today ..and nothing could make it go wrong

I never even noticed the Fireplace before ..it was just a source of heat

Now it's a place that i lie down close to you ...making my day complete

Love songs on the radio ...they were for memories gone past...Reminiscing 

Now i can hear the words ...they are the start of some romancing...Slow dancing

Now my arms don't feel so empty ..as i lie in Bed 

I lie on my back ..to make room on my chest for you head

I am in a Trance most of the day ...i leave messages ..i know you check

There's nothing like Loving somebody...When somebody loves you Back...

My Black Coffee...

Quietly you walked through my dreams...

with a Beauty beyond compare

All is now right with my world ...so it may seem
The way i want love you ...is A feeling too rare

Things are getting more and more intense...i can't control my breathing
the love-making between us is getting better every time
We both are aware of something special..we are receiving
The way you make me feel ...has completely engulfed my mind

I roll over to place my arms around you ..you are already downstairs
I get myself together ...your face is the first i want to see
It feels good to be in love with you and to see all that we now share
I walk down the stairs into the kitchen ...i kiss your lips ...I love the taste of My Black Coffee...

I Hope That You Are Sure...

It seems as if you have your mind made up and you have apparently already decided
That you can't chance your heart to me ..my emotions are divided


On one hand ..i can appreciate your honesty and the way you know exactly what you want from me
However on the other hand you were incessantly negative..and never appreciated nor accepted me


you are a great woman and a friend for life ,but do know , that once you break it off with me,i'm forever done
i was working my way into a better place with you and i was feeling as if you after all your negativity ..were maybe still the one


your problems with me... were small by comparison ..to the battle raging in your brain
you created a persona of me from your own insecurities...all in which i can't explain


Just know that i was poised to be with you and love you ..with all of  my Human fiber
Now you sit alone crying over losing me ..when you're the one whom left me...now that's your own love story to decipher


you said that i don't seem to be bothered nor do i seem to have a care in the world
i'm not an emotional person and that must be the Man in me..but i will miss a lot about you, i may have been a Clam ...but you could have been my Pearl... 

Time....

With all due respect to the elements of time...i've loved you from a moment unmeasured
you have been the greatest gift in my life...My Queen,My Lover,My Treasure
Given the moments that are frozen in time..that we have shared in our hearts and minds
Nothing can replace you in my life...Our soul's are forever intertwined...

I heard a bird sing for the first time ...When i first woke up , looking into your eyes
I saw a Sunrise for the first time ...as i lay on a beach with you and we made love beneath the skies
I know that Life has no perfect ending...and i really don't  expect a perfect death
However,pledging my infinite love for you...is how i want to take my last breath...

I Will Always Remember...

i will always remember the first day of my life

it wasn't in a hospital..with a doctor holding my head

it was on the day ..you said yes to being my wife
  for the first time i was alive...my soul no longer dead

  

if a man's worth is measured by the woman on his arm

then i am wealthier ...than any man on this earth

you are the sunshine in my heart that keeps my spirit warm

i believe that every person ...should witness their own birth

i  remember  when my eyes opened wide..and i saw love  for the very first time

you were standing there with a smile so effervescently beautiful and bright

the sight of you was so amazingly overwhelming...the feeling was so sublime

i had dreams on that day...that i still have today...this is nothing short of love at first sight

I Will Always Remember...the feeling that i have for you

it's forever embedded into my existence for all infinity

all that i ask in return and i promise that this is so true

where ever our lives may take us and i pray that our journey is the same...Promise To Always Remember Me 

In The Beginning...

I never believed that we would be together and somehow we became a reality
I can remember dreaming of you on many nights before we ever met
The height of my existence is the day that you expressed your love for me
I can still feel the fluttering of my heart and how i nervously began to sweat

I had fallen in love with you long before we ever spoke
I was searching for you and i was desiring your presence in such an intense way
If i was never allowed a chance to to meet you ...no matter my wealth ,i would have been broke
Because everyday would have spent nocturnally..not enough sunshine in my life,to create a day

In the beginning i felt as if my life ..was about to evolve and improve
I had the most beautiful woman ,whose soul and spirit ...are second to none
We were like a great love song..with so much rhythm and flow..a nicely choreographed groove
I wasn't aware that such a woman could exist in this world...now that you're here...the growth has begun..

She Became My Life...

From the moment i first spoke to her ...i knew that she was going to be my wife

No one had ever touched my soul so deeply in my entire life...

She didn't need advice nor opinions about loving me

It was as if she was where she was born to be

she took charge of my life and gave me substance and a base

she took the loose ends that affected my existence and put them in the right place

An incredible woman ...from her heart ,mind ,and smile...

to her long legs and pure beauty that is resonated thru her style

she has calmly and patiently awaited my Charm to become that of a Prince

i am a real man and a king...so being a Prince ,made no sense

however i must learn that the love of a woman isn't guaranteed

And to lose the love of a woman is like a deep cut...that goes down too far ...to immediately bleed