My Reflection...

I'm Standing in The Mirror 
I don't really know what I am searching for inside
I guess that I am searching for the image of the man ..that you have created in your mind


If he does exist and I am sure that he doesn't exist in a form that I can see
I will wait for him to appear before me and then I will ask for him to leave us be


Something is lurking in the Darkness and is haunting our love from an evil place
The Beast within this Cold ,Dark World...I will challenge and  destroy it face to face


I will not give up nor will I ever hide from My Destiny
Usted Me Completa...Yes I said that you complete me


Forgiveness is a tool seldom used in this day and age
People simply ..run from signs and what's familiar or are annihilated by their Rage


I'm still standing here and still nothing to report or to confront
I turned off the light as not to scare it away...you'll say I see ...i'll say that I don't


I was thinking backwards as I have been here waiting to catch this person in the act 
I thought about the decisions we made and how I somehow failed to see a simple fact


Maybe my life isn't equipped to carry another person as I attempt to rise
I am reflecting now and I have clear understanding...it's right here before my eyes


The person that you see will never appear to me ..because I have never been that type of  man
My Life Is not Perfect...but I will fight to improve and evolve...My Reflection on us is still positive and when you are ready...you are still in my Plans

I Will Be Your Fool...

I am always and forever in love with you

Everything about you...Enhances me..Enables me...This is very True

If falling in love makes you do foolish things...Then it's a condition in which i am Cool

Because i would spend the rest of my Life in Love with you...and Proudly I Will Be Your Fool

She Is ...

A bright light at the end of a dark tunnel of uncertainty and strife
A beautiful reminder of a love that once and could once more define a life

An angel with eyes that are so big ..they are illuminating like stars in the sky
A Treasure beyond compare..so beautiful ...so precious...already the Apple of my eye

I cried when i laid eyes on you...yet it was an image..not the real thing
Even from a distance...I can't begin to resist you...you make my heart sing

So special to me in every way imaginable and impossible to ignore
My Princess , My Heart, My reason to always do more

I will hold you in my arms one day soon and i will never release you from my embrace
She Is the manifestation of a love so magnificent and incredible...She Is The One ...I could never Replace

One Last Kiss Goodbye...

I am very surprised by our Present...but our Past i consider a gift
We were a love defined by purpose...now our hearts have been set adrift

We are floating down a River of emotion...into a Ocean of Despair
Uncertain of our future...unsure if we really had a life to share

I still dream of our first night together and how strong my love was for you
Now i wonder if there was a bit of false exhilaration and a fascination clouding my view

That isn't true from above ...because i am still feeling as if my life is empty without your touch
I have never in my existence..wanted to share my life with a woman so much

A woman like you ...comes along just once in a lifetime
And to hold on to a woman like you...takes a toll on a Man's Mind

Everyday shouldn't be a fight till the Finish ...however a fight for our love is a battle worth winning
Each moment should be a confirmation of  hearts desire ...each day a new beginning

Well i don't want to make it seem i am perfect and did nothing to make you Cry

I am writing you and i hope that you can see that i'm sincere...i wanted to ask you for One Last Kiss Goodbye

I Won't Forget To...

It's amazing how i feel for you...and i've barely known you for a week
I desire to be the one for you ,but these words i dare not speak
The more i imagine lying close to you...the warmer i feel inside
I try to hold my self together..but i struggle with feelings to strong to hide

Now i know what you told me ..and i will keep that in mind forever
I will always do what you ask of me and i won't forget it ever
I long to make love to you each night and day ...you give in to my wanting touch

I know that this night is mine and we a lifetime to be with each other like this...so as i promised you from the beginning...I Won't Forget To sometimes just Fuck

You Can Believe In Me...

I've been inspired by magnificence and hypnotized by your elegance

I've evolved my perception on love...i'm no longer consumed by my past..i'm willing to take another chance

My eyes have been opened and My Heart is prepared to receive

A love so extraordinary in way that before i would  never Believe

The sunshine is Brighter and The Moon seems to always be full of appeal

The stars has an extra glow  and The breeze has a gentle feel

The anticipation is overwhelming...but the wait is almost over

I'm apprehensive and nervous , but i'm overjoyed with the love i've discovered

My heartbeat is rapid ...my feet won't stand still
This feeling is scary but amazing...i'm realizing Happiness and i love the way it feels
Now i'd like to give thanks to The Most High above...for blessing me with an Angel from Heaven above
For the first time in my life ..I'm sure about it ..You Can Believe In Me...i am finally in Love

Te Quiero (I Love You)....

How can you accuse me of pretending to love 
when everything i live, breath ,and desire i have found in you 

you are my lifelong search...the one that i've always dreamed of
at this time you may not believe me ...but it's true

i am crushed by the fact that you don't see me for who i am
and the way you judge me based on illogical facts

the way you see our love as a game i've been playing...some kind of silly scam
even if you saw me for who i truly am ...at this point ...i couldn't come back

i may not have every answer that you need ...but that's because you haven't asked me every question
i wanted to give you each and every ounce of my being

we had more than you think we did and i felt like we had a beautiful evolution
but you have made your choice and i can't judge you for that ...just know that i will love you for as long as i'm breathing...